Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Transparency To Help You


I appreciate one knowing God in reality of faith rather than knowing God by experiencing HIM.

However, Had I not experienced God in a real way by seeing the gifts of healing and prophesy manifest right in front of me during many church services there is a possibility that I might not have ever been saved.

I was so far into a secular lifestyle (far from righteousness of any kind) that had God not demonstrated HIS reality and ability to reach me where I was at I don't think HE could have ever reached me.

It took me five years after being truly born again to get free of some of the ingrained sinful lifestyle that I had known my whole life. And it took me much longer than that to be delivered from cigarettes.

I only quit two years ago but I have been a born again Christian for 28 years. When I was a child around age five I had a vision and it was so unreal that it seemed animated. I was not saved but it really happened.

I know that God can reach people and has to reach people in many different ways. Because some may never read a bible. But I also know that there is only one way to the Father and that is through the Son Christ Jesus.

I have known a pastor who knows the word inside out and is one of the most intellectual people I have ever been in the company of. He knows all the right words, when and how to say them. But to see him,

I can tell he is so far away from God, far away from the presence of God. I am afraid he has never been born again but he is going through all the motions. Unfortunately, I have family members who are doing the same.

And I bet you can name some too. It is a heart issue to Know Him intimately or not. Only the individual would know if they have been born again or not.
And or course God knows and all of heaven.

The pastor that I mentioned (I would never give his name) he may just be backslid or having some struggles, or even heart issues like me (with unforgiveness.) But God can save us and give us right spirits and pure hearts too.

The Worthless Shepherd Syndrome With the Darkened Eye & a Withered Rght Hand


Compassion helps, but as you will see you must have a plan to implement the knowledge or you may have to leave your suicidal friend all alone while you go drag your pastor & mentor out of a session to come and rescue both you and your friend. I saw truth in the need for compassion after a dream I had one week ago. I had a dream of a young girl, her boyfriend were disagreeing about some things and about what to do now that she had taken 98 acetaminophen (changed the name of OTC to protect the brand name that was in my dream). I grabbed her and took her to a pastor but he was off the clock and just got in his car and drove off. He didn't even know if she wanted money, clothing, shelter, food, or rescued from the hopeless state that I had found her in. Then I awoke from the dream realizing how much truth I saw in my own life experiences when I tried to get help from a church in Florida.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Shout to the Lord Majesty and Praise to the King!













You can have an experienced reality of Jesus in your life every day. For some in the fundamentalism denominations that may not be easy or even possible depending on if they have been born again or not.


I do believe that just because one is not born again that they can still experience the presence of God though they may not want to honor HIM as their Lord. One way that the "romantic period" of Art History experienced God was through Nature.

I didn't find God that way but I love to experience HIM that way even to this day. So, perhaps you could get alone and seek the Lord while out in a field of flowers. Or watching the stars at night. Or by seeing what kind of images appear in the clouds while you are praying. Maybe you won't see any images at all but perhaps a bird will fly over and speak of God's sovereignty to you.

And if you aren't the outdoorsy type of person perhaps you could have a candle lit dinner by yourself and take communion before the dinner. Or listen to some classical music and have a time of seeking the Lord while meditating on some scriptures. I have had the most intimate times with Christ Jesus even when I was a back slid reprobate. He wants us to come to Him as we are because HE loves us regardless of what we do.

For me even after being saved over 18 years that one night with God changed my entire direction of purpose in Life. And that the same thing could happen for you if you will purpose in your heart to seek HIM and to want HIS will for your life.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Natural Cure For Cancer (check with your doctor first)

My Two new favorite household items will be Baking Soda and Peroxide!

While looking for a hydrogen peroxide nasal wash (that my primary had said not to do) today I found a natural cure for cancer (Sodium Bicarbonate or Baking Soda). The doctor on You Tube showed the video of a tumor being injected with Sodium Bicarbonate (after they discovered that the cancerous tumor was originally an invasion of fungi or yeast) began to shrink and die.

I thought he was talking about Hydrogen peroxide at first till I looked it up on the net. Then I found an ENT recipe for a nasal irrigation. I was absolutely thrilled to find out it called for all three of the ingredients that I wanted my irrigation to include.

I didn't know that I only needed the hydrogen peroxide to wash the equipment after use until I got to the end of the recipe. It did call for canning salt and baking soda. Then I looked on the back of baking soda box and was ex tactic to see that it was sodium bicarbonate. GOD IS SO GOOD!!!


SALINE NASAL IRRIGATIONS

INSTRUCTION SHEET

Directions for Preparation, Use of the Solution and Cleaning Preparation:
Clean a 1-quart glass jar carefully, then fill it with bottled water. You need not boil the water.
Add 2 to 3 heaping teaspoons of pickling or canning salt. DO NOT use table salt, because it contains additives.
Add 1 rounded teaspoon of baking soda (pure bicarbonate).
Store at room temperature and shake or stir before each use.
Mix a new batch weekly.
Use:
Pour some of the mixture into a clean bowl. Warming it to body temperature may help, but make sure it is NOT HOT.
Fill the syringe or bulb irrigator. To avoid contamination, DO NOT place bulb or syringe into jar.
Stand over the sink or in the shower and squirt the mixture into each side of the nose several times, keeping the mouth open.
Remove syringe and allow to drain out. Patient may cough or snort some up (spit this out).
Repeat 2-3 times on each side, resting between each application.
Rinse the nose 2-3 times daily.
Cleaning:
Wash bulb syringe with peroxide/saline (1:3) mixture every 2-3 days and allow to dry standing up (small side down). Example: 1/4 cup peroxide to 3/4 cup saline.
Wash bulb syringe in dishwasher once per week.
F-86

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Adonia Emmanuel

I can say that one of the greatest things that has come out of the darkness that God delivered me from is that I have learned that I can trust Jesus.

The closer I get to HIM the closer HE gets to me. And He is a good shepherd and my ADONAI (My "Master'' or "Lord".)

He is also my champion Emmanuel (God With ME)! And I love that I can go to HIM 24/7 with anything and I never have to worry about HIM hurting me or disappointing me. Hallelujah!

I Met A Black Lady And Saw How I Used To Look

Jesus Wants Us Free!

It hasn't always been easy for me to be open and honest. While I was living the addictive lifestyle, when I wouldn't open up to the counselor, I was living a lie, wearing a mask. I didn't ever want to be seen in the natural light of my addictions.

But some would have counseled me to stop going to church because it seemed hypocritical. But I had heard testimonies and read scriptures about people being delivered. And I knew that my addictions were so well rooted and deep seeded that if I would get free that it would take a miracle from God. So I kept going to church even while I was living the life style of a back slid reprobate.

A few years ago, I met a young black lady that was hung up the same way I was. When I looked at her I knew that was exactly how I had been twenty years earlier and prior to my deliverance. I had so much compassion for her. The night she got baptized I went and got the only ten dollars that I had to my name and I gave it to her. I knew she was still living the way I use to but I also knew how greatly God could use her just like He had used me. Even though I was not perfect HE used me to set someone free from a horrible addiction to crack cocaine.

I think that the reason He could use me in that area was because I never had a problem or stronghold with crack but because I knew all too well what addictions were and that Jesus wants us to have the freedom that HE paid for us to have. Also because I wasn't too proud to go around that person though that person would have never darkened the doors of a church at that particular time in their life.

There were other single mothers who were not Christians and doing the same things but they were (seemingly) getting away with it while I wasn't. God chastens those HE loves. The other single mother had her parents to help her and she had her siblings too. I had none of that but we were both addicted to the same things, men and partying.

It was so different for me then it was for everyone else because I knew that I knew God and that HE was real. But that was not enough to bring me out of decades of a lifestyle that was rooted in my ancestors. It was only by the grace of God that I was not destroyed more than I was by that lifestyle.

I am now digging my way out of the grave from the damages that the partying did along with lots of trauma to my body that could have been a result of that lifestyle too. I was run over by a car and almost killed by a motorcycle wreck right during the years that I was in partying the most.

Thank GOD I wasn't killed because both of those accidents were before I came to know the Lord and I would have gone to hell.

It was less than six months later after the motorcycle wreck where I almost lost my left eye and was almost killed that I got saved and baptized with the Holy Ghost Hallelujah for that!

The Way It Should Be Done "Freedom God's Way (Deliverance)"




Years ago I had lots of Christian Counseling as a single mother and as a new Christian but still hung up in addictions of things and relationships that were destroying me.

I didn't know that my behavior was causing the problems in my life or even worse just making them bigger so I didn't want to change. Everyone including my Christian circle of friends was doing the same things I was so I was content.

The problem was none of them were single mothers. And the only one who was a single mother wasn't a Christian and she had her whole family helping her raise her two children. I didn't have anyone helping me but God and His Holy Angels.

So the counseling frustrated my wonderful friend who was trying to help me because he knew that I would not open up and be honest with him. Because of that I will be very careful how I handle anyone in those type of addictive behaviors.

Also, God has gifted me in the area of healing when I was born again. That is the first gift I received and it was confirmed by five different elders of which four I had never seen before in my life.

I say that because it will have a profound influence on how I will minister (counsel) to someone with an addictive behavior as healing goes hand in hand with deliverance. Anytime one is gifted in healing then deliverance may be in operation as well.


1. First I would want the person that I am trying to help to become a friend to me. I would want God to place an Agape love in my heart for my friend. I would rely heavily upon God's supernatural gifting in my life coupled with prayer privately for my friend and united with my friend.

2. Then I would make sure that change was something that they wanted and were ready for. I would also look for events or circumstances in the persons life that would be evident for reference and relevance of the pain that the sin was causing.

3. Then I would bring the word of God that would be relevant to that situation in view and have my friend read it out loud (while I am silently praying and observing.) I would be prayerful during the entire length of our relations. I would try to open and close each session with prayer for optimum results.
I would gently try to expose the ravages of that sin in my friends life and gradually insert scriptures that would eject the sin.

4. My goal would be to have my friend repent privately and if they felt comfortable enough with doing it publicly with me and maybe with the ones that my friend has hurt.

5. Then to make sure that all provisions for that sin were removed out of my friends home, work, leisure and to be protected from that sin in every aspect of the persons life.

6. To replace it with new godly activities such as spending time in the word, at church or doing something wholesome.

7. And to reward their good decisions with a good Christian marker like a book, a C.D. or some little trinket that they can memorialize the great success event.

Baal Bowers



All you have to do to know who has bowed down to baal is to look for the ones who have fallen away or waxed cold.

It is Finished





I have lived a life and dealt with the lies of performance based acceptance from a very early age as I was trying to win the love of my parents. That bled into my adult life and I tried to work my way into social acceptance even after I became so disabled that I was unable to work anymore.

At one point I obtained complete understanding that my identity in Christ made me complete but after some real tough spiritual warfare down in Florida, the enemy managed to rip all that away from me and even more.

That was only three years ago and I am still trying to regain the advantage of spiritual freedom that I had possessed for much of my "saved Christian Life" that I really miss now.

I believe that getting in the New Testament and staying there in the "finished work of Christ" will help me to gain that truth back so that I can share it with others.

When someone has been beaten down by oppression of someone reminding you over & over for some ancient sin that God has already forgiven you for or like the Sudanese Christians they may have a hard time to hold on to that truth of the "finished work of Christ" too.

Admired By Your Mentor


I know that I have been through many things in this life that would crush or destroy others and maybe that is something that God can use in me to help others if they find themselves there.

I have thought some of the things I have gone through too painful to share. However, some of my real close family and friends have known some of the things I have gone through and because there was a parental suicide in my back ground I was so proud to have my baby sister look up to me in amazement at how I had come through what I have.

I love my siblings and my family so much that If that were the only reason for me to overcome and light the way then that is more then enough reason to have gone through what I have. They are definitely worth it! Maybe God will show me how to share some things that I utilized to make it through uncharted territory.

Love isn't mentioned as a spiritual gift in the since that some people think of it but I do think love can be a gift. I know not all my siblings love me the same way that I love them Because I love them with Divine Agape love and Brotherly love I think I can be more compassionate in trying to lead them to safe waters

Ministry to the Hurting


As an over comer of many obstacles I found prayer to be the master key to the final victorious outcome. I know that what God allows us to over come the entire body of Christ experiences the benefits. Therefore, the valley's that I have come through or the mountains that I have taken I am now experienced to help others find their way to the other side by my helping to light the way for them. I have learned that Depression is not make believe. It is a real very dark place that without the right ingredients can leave a life devastated never to rise again. Sometimes situations can make depression much worse. Sometimes only a supernatural intervention of a loving God can lead one safely out of the grips of the darkness and depth of depression. But I also know that there are spiritual forces attached to Depression and with God given authority through Christ Jesus many times I have been able to dismiss Depression through prayer. I also know that man has made some wonderful drugs that enable a person to get out of depression and start taking care of their self again. It is up to God, that person and a medical doctor to see if those steps are necessary in any given situation. From my experience, I know that some types of depression and mental illness' such as PTSD are caused from situations therefore that is when spiritual help such as a Christian counselor and divine intervention is vitally important. Sometimes the gift of giving is necessary in dealing with people suffering from situational depression if they are in a situation that they cannot get out of because of their financial status such as children in Cambodia, persecuted Christians of Sudan, or a victim of domestic violence who can't leave her husband because of having small children and no money to hire a sitter so that she could work, or maybe she wouldn't even make enough money to break even. I also think that now my gifting has changed from that of serving to preaching/prophesying and it may have been a result of the many bodily traumas that I have suffered which prohibits me from being a "Martha" like I was for the first 40 yrs. of my life and now God has made me into a "Mary" type servant of Christ.

Take The World For Christ



How awesome is that to be able to work in a Christian environment. That is one great reasons why I think we should take the world for Christ, because everyone (especially those who are the John the Baptist or Peter type disciples) would have more liberty to evangelize the world. My evangelical gift came out of necessity when my best friend died I had no one to keep myself accountable to. That was the initial birthing of what I call "street ministry" but It also broke the shell of the bashful, quiet, reserved person that I was in public for the first two decades of my life. Then it turned into an all out assault on the enemies territory when I became a radical missionary to the Hispanics in 2006. I think I could say that it was "like eating an elephant; one bite at a time."

Monday, September 21, 2009

Sacrafice of Praise




There is also such a thing as a sacrificial offering. We are living epistles and our lives should be demonstrative sacrifices of service through our love to HIM.

The one thing that broke my pride and myself will when I came to the Lord was my raising my hands up. The very first time I did it, that self pride broke for the first time in 28 years of my life.

I could no longer walk with my nose stuck up in the air as if I was it and there was no other.

A few years ago, I tore a rotator cuff in a shoulder that already had bursitis from youth, tendinitis and since then has developed shoulder spurs. It wasn't too hard to take the pain pills and still raise my hands to worship the Lord but many times I have been in excrutiating pain and I still raised my hands as a HUGE sacrafice of my love to HIM.

I wanted to show HIM that in spite of my emotional pain of the worse trial of my life that I would still praise HIM. And in spite of back breaking, knee knocking pain I would still praise HIM. HE sees our heart and when I had no pennies to throw in the offering, I threw in my pain staking praise as my offering and I believe that it blessed HIM. Because I just know that I am and have been for a long time the apple of HIS eye and that could have something to do with it.

After all, I am only demonstrating Christ likeness in that action to die to self and live unto Christ as HE did for me when HE sweat blood while pleading with the Father to take the cup away from HIM if there was any other way. Then HE went on to an excruciating painful death without Father God's presence but in the presence of HIS loving earthly mother Mary.

She too had to suffer as she watched her SON die a shameful agonizing death. Too many modern day "patty cake" Christians haven't experienced the truth of that part of the bible. But when we do then we can also share in HIS Glory and in HIS Reign!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

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