I noticed the big success factor in my life that always put me over the top when it came to challenges had to be because I keep His word. He says the blessings of obeying the word in Deuteronomy 28 then HE tells us the curses that will happen to the one who do not keep HIS word.
Perhaps some would say that the bible is just non sense and I can still continue to disobey it and be blessed. And they may have many resources, friends and pull that would enable them to rob the righteous while they are in direct rebellion to the word of God in some immoral abominable sin.
And they may have that in common with hundreds of others who don't want to get deliverance from that wickedness. And they may have got away with so called murder by robbing the righteous, murdering the fatherless, or slaying the widow just like Psalms 94 says they do.
But it goes on to say that a pit will be dug for them and that judgment will return to righteousness. Maybe God's mercy, grace and compassion will let that one continue on in his wickedness for years trying to give him time to see the light of God's grace.
But the bible is clear "as long as earth remains so does seed time and harvest. Be not decieved God is not mocked what soever a man soeth that shall he also reap.' Kinda like the way the world puts it "what goes around comes around" or "carma."
It also says in Eccleciastes that"it will always go better for the righteous." and it says in Proverbs "if the righteous are recompensed in the earth how much more the ungodly and the sinner."
It is not okay to rob the righteous because God says "He will rebuke the devour" of the one who faithfully keeps HIS word and gives God HIS tithe out of all of his increase. The tithe belongs to the Lord. It is ten percent of ones income or increase.
How much more will God fight for one who gives the three HOLY Offerings on the days of the eternal Holy feasts.
Sure we are not under the Law but when one of HIS born again Christians are giving and doing all that they can to obey Him in all of HIS word I believe God will honor that too.
He also to inquire "Shall a throne which devices evil by law shall not have fellowship with God and that HE will cut them off in their own wickedness and in their own sin.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Get A Clue
I am only half of the age of some seniors who are in excellent health compared to me. But they never suffered hardships of raising four children with less money per month than what some politicians spent on one meal back fifteen years ago.
I was raised that the younger always yields to the elder or the weak in graces such as chair seating, and general accommodations. And because I have always had to do everything on my own I am having the most difficult time letting others help me now when I need it the most such as carrying groceries or helping out with tasks that are normal everyday challenges.
I have always been the so called "Ox", "back bone", "Super Glue" of my family while I was being raised and after I left home. Now though I am fighting many life threatening health problems and mobility challenges I still look young and vibrant. I am very muscular from being the gymnast for ten years. But now I when I do lift something or do something that I know is too much for me it just causes me pain, inflammation and discomfort. Two years ago I couldn't even use a manual can opener without extreme pain and difficulty.
I am a little stronger now but it still causes me great pain to do it. I can lift a bag of groceries I just end up with a stiff, swelled up neck and shoulders afterwards. But I cannot reason it out in my logic to let an older person (who is in extremely good health compared to mine) to do it for me. So I go against what I know is best for my body and I try and do it all on my own. If the rest of the world was as faithful, dedicated and giving as I have been raised to be this would be a far better world.
I know that walking and cardiovascular exercise are generally a good thing. I have been told by my doctors to give my knees a rest because of the degeneration and bone spurs. My physical therapist used to tell me that if I wasn't in the water to do my exercise and therapy that cycling was the other exercise that I could do to keep the weight off of my knees. And Recently I have been told that my legs can collapse on me due to the stress on the spine that the tumor is causing.
But I also know that I have to have cardiovascular exercise for my heart and lung health. And sometimes doctors have said that exercise is much better for arthritis. And I love to walk though it is extremely painful to me at times and at times is very difficult.
How can you stop living if you still have a heart beat? Vengeance is mine saith the LORD! I thank God for HIS word and I know HE is faithful no matter what! If I don't exercise my heart and my lungs I will end up on anti biotics, on fluid pills or in the hospital. I used to do cardiovascular for four hours a day. Can you imagine how I feel now having to sit most of the time now? And If I do walk most of the time it is with a limp and some of the time it is in danger of falling down. And some of the time you can't tell by looking at me that anything in the world is wrong with me.
I used to try and disguise my limp in public. I would force my body not to limp because I didn't want anyone seeing me in a vulnerable state. I just don't go out if I am having too bad of a day. I take lots of pain relievers, anti inflammatories while before I go out and I take some with me.. And I try to get lost of rest before I go out to face the world. I have to plan ahead and not do too much in one week. We need to be very sensitive to the needs of privacy and assistance that the elderly and sick have. I am glad that some are already doing so!
I was raised that the younger always yields to the elder or the weak in graces such as chair seating, and general accommodations. And because I have always had to do everything on my own I am having the most difficult time letting others help me now when I need it the most such as carrying groceries or helping out with tasks that are normal everyday challenges.
I have always been the so called "Ox", "back bone", "Super Glue" of my family while I was being raised and after I left home. Now though I am fighting many life threatening health problems and mobility challenges I still look young and vibrant. I am very muscular from being the gymnast for ten years. But now I when I do lift something or do something that I know is too much for me it just causes me pain, inflammation and discomfort. Two years ago I couldn't even use a manual can opener without extreme pain and difficulty.
I am a little stronger now but it still causes me great pain to do it. I can lift a bag of groceries I just end up with a stiff, swelled up neck and shoulders afterwards. But I cannot reason it out in my logic to let an older person (who is in extremely good health compared to mine) to do it for me. So I go against what I know is best for my body and I try and do it all on my own. If the rest of the world was as faithful, dedicated and giving as I have been raised to be this would be a far better world.
I know that walking and cardiovascular exercise are generally a good thing. I have been told by my doctors to give my knees a rest because of the degeneration and bone spurs. My physical therapist used to tell me that if I wasn't in the water to do my exercise and therapy that cycling was the other exercise that I could do to keep the weight off of my knees. And Recently I have been told that my legs can collapse on me due to the stress on the spine that the tumor is causing.
But I also know that I have to have cardiovascular exercise for my heart and lung health. And sometimes doctors have said that exercise is much better for arthritis. And I love to walk though it is extremely painful to me at times and at times is very difficult.
How can you stop living if you still have a heart beat? Vengeance is mine saith the LORD! I thank God for HIS word and I know HE is faithful no matter what! If I don't exercise my heart and my lungs I will end up on anti biotics, on fluid pills or in the hospital. I used to do cardiovascular for four hours a day. Can you imagine how I feel now having to sit most of the time now? And If I do walk most of the time it is with a limp and some of the time it is in danger of falling down. And some of the time you can't tell by looking at me that anything in the world is wrong with me.
I used to try and disguise my limp in public. I would force my body not to limp because I didn't want anyone seeing me in a vulnerable state. I just don't go out if I am having too bad of a day. I take lots of pain relievers, anti inflammatories while before I go out and I take some with me.. And I try to get lost of rest before I go out to face the world. I have to plan ahead and not do too much in one week. We need to be very sensitive to the needs of privacy and assistance that the elderly and sick have. I am glad that some are already doing so!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Spinal Tumor Research
I will be led by the Holy Spirit. Yes we should obey our physicians but above that we must be led by God.
God told me way back in 2003 that the stuff on the bottom of my foot (Psoriasis) was a result of Him healing me from cancer. And both the Dermatologist in Palm Harbor, Florida along with Meese Country Side Hospital have documented that information in my medical records.
So I started researching ways to fight cancer naturally as that was the new path that my primary had me on was a more holistic and vegetarian way of life.
I had already learned that my knees and shoulder were in desperate need of replacement or surgical repairs and that my left foot was arthritic after several breaks.
I had learned to apply healthy supplements, nutrition, physical therapy to every health challenge that I was facing. In 2005 I had worked up to 500 meters of aquatics therapy in the form of breast stroke in exchange for the "stir the big pot of chili" that the shoulder doctor told me that I had to do. The movements were exactly the same and I accomplished more physical therapy when I was in the pool.
I have walked with a "Jacob" limp since my vacation in Missouri in 2001. I distinctly remember my aunt mentioning to me that I was looking as if I was taking a bridal walk one step then stop only I wasn't getting married.
I have fought three orthopedic surgeons recommendations of inevitable knee replacement, collagen injections, or some other type of procedure. I have taken thousands of dollars of prescription Glucosamine MSM Chondrotin that I bought with my own money all because I don't want to be crippled.
Now on September 25, 2009 they tell me that there is a tumor on my spine.
Then on October 7th, 2009 my driver told me that the 18 yrs old guy he used to play baseball with every week three years ago was also diagnosed with a tumor on his spine by the same hospital that found mine. His name was Darrell Shelton (named changed to protect the innocent) and when they told him it was the size of a baseball he decided to have it removed. Now he is paralyzed.
My doctor told me that they need to do a needle biopsy to find out what it is. However, when I mentioned it to my son he said he didn't want me to have it done. Then my friend and I talked about it just like I talked to many of my other friends about it so that I can make the right choice.
The doctor said they have to do the biopsy because the tumor can leave me paralyzed or in a wheel chair. I have been dealing with crippling pain for years now. Yes I have noticed it got worse but if I have the choice to be crippled some of the time or all of the time I choose the first. Even if the biopsy revealed cancer (mine is in my lower back between L1-L2 which most tumors in the sacral area are malignant with age and location the key factors) I would still choose to trust God to do as HE already told me that "the stuff on the bottom of my foot was a result of HIM healing me from cancer) HE would do in 2003.
The other orthopedic told me if I wait to see if the tumor will paralyze me and it starts to paralyze me anyway that then it would be too late. Unless the odds were 1000% that I would not be paralyzed if I had it removed then I would rather live with it even if it was carcinogenic then to fight paralyzation.
SAS The Spine Arthroplasy Society
EJR European Journal of Radiology
Spine Health
Selenium good for cancer prevention
God told me way back in 2003 that the stuff on the bottom of my foot (Psoriasis) was a result of Him healing me from cancer. And both the Dermatologist in Palm Harbor, Florida along with Meese Country Side Hospital have documented that information in my medical records.
Sure enough the doctor in the video "Natural Cure for Cancer" he states that psorisis is a result of cancer.
It was along the same time frame early 2001 that my primary had just altered my lifestyle eating habits after a five day stay at the hospital for Cat Scratch Fever where I eventually went totally blind in one of my eyes and miraculously recovered sight even though the optometrist said it was highly unlikely because there was optic nerve damage.So I started researching ways to fight cancer naturally as that was the new path that my primary had me on was a more holistic and vegetarian way of life.
I had already learned that my knees and shoulder were in desperate need of replacement or surgical repairs and that my left foot was arthritic after several breaks.
I had learned to apply healthy supplements, nutrition, physical therapy to every health challenge that I was facing. In 2005 I had worked up to 500 meters of aquatics therapy in the form of breast stroke in exchange for the "stir the big pot of chili" that the shoulder doctor told me that I had to do. The movements were exactly the same and I accomplished more physical therapy when I was in the pool.
I have walked with a "Jacob" limp since my vacation in Missouri in 2001. I distinctly remember my aunt mentioning to me that I was looking as if I was taking a bridal walk one step then stop only I wasn't getting married.
I have fought three orthopedic surgeons recommendations of inevitable knee replacement, collagen injections, or some other type of procedure. I have taken thousands of dollars of prescription Glucosamine MSM Chondrotin that I bought with my own money all because I don't want to be crippled.
Now on September 25, 2009 they tell me that there is a tumor on my spine.
Then on October 7th, 2009 my driver told me that the 18 yrs old guy he used to play baseball with every week three years ago was also diagnosed with a tumor on his spine by the same hospital that found mine. His name was Darrell Shelton (named changed to protect the innocent) and when they told him it was the size of a baseball he decided to have it removed. Now he is paralyzed.
My doctor told me that they need to do a needle biopsy to find out what it is. However, when I mentioned it to my son he said he didn't want me to have it done. Then my friend and I talked about it just like I talked to many of my other friends about it so that I can make the right choice.
The doctor said they have to do the biopsy because the tumor can leave me paralyzed or in a wheel chair. I have been dealing with crippling pain for years now. Yes I have noticed it got worse but if I have the choice to be crippled some of the time or all of the time I choose the first. Even if the biopsy revealed cancer (mine is in my lower back between L1-L2 which most tumors in the sacral area are malignant with age and location the key factors) I would still choose to trust God to do as HE already told me that "the stuff on the bottom of my foot was a result of HIM healing me from cancer) HE would do in 2003.
The other orthopedic told me if I wait to see if the tumor will paralyze me and it starts to paralyze me anyway that then it would be too late. Unless the odds were 1000% that I would not be paralyzed if I had it removed then I would rather live with it even if it was carcinogenic then to fight paralyzation.
SAS The Spine Arthroplasy Society
EJR European Journal of Radiology
Spine Health
Selenium good for cancer prevention
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Love The One You Are With
After a dream I had the other night I know that some one needs to hear this Godly cousel:
You don't divorce because your marriage is so perfect it is not thrilling enough for you so you run to the man whose arms are screaming for you. Just because another man seems to need you more it is only because he loves you like you were his mother not like your husband loves you. Your husband loves you correctly like a man is supposed to love a wife. Stay away from the man who is begging for your touch he is the wolf in sheeps clothing.
Next I saw a man who wanted to leave his wife because he thought another women would be imitation sweet all the time when his wife was only imitation sweet when her mother was visiting. The wife would treat her husband like he was "at home" but she spoke baby talk to her husband when her mother was around. That was because she was treating her mother like a guest and not like she was "at home." Do not divorce your wife because she talks to you one way when you two are alone and she talks to you another way when you have company. There is nothing wrong with your wife there is something wrong with your perception!
You don't divorce because your marriage is so perfect it is not thrilling enough for you so you run to the man whose arms are screaming for you. Just because another man seems to need you more it is only because he loves you like you were his mother not like your husband loves you. Your husband loves you correctly like a man is supposed to love a wife. Stay away from the man who is begging for your touch he is the wolf in sheeps clothing.
Next I saw a man who wanted to leave his wife because he thought another women would be imitation sweet all the time when his wife was only imitation sweet when her mother was visiting. The wife would treat her husband like he was "at home" but she spoke baby talk to her husband when her mother was around. That was because she was treating her mother like a guest and not like she was "at home." Do not divorce your wife because she talks to you one way when you two are alone and she talks to you another way when you have company. There is nothing wrong with your wife there is something wrong with your perception!
Tumor on the Spine FYI
Friday September 25, 2009 They took an MRI of some calcified bulged disks in my neck along with a MRI of my lower back where I had suffered with a lot of excruciating pain for years. I had heard whispers in times past about a tumor on my spine but no one ever came out and told me. I guess they weren't sure what they were seeing until the MRI. He is sure now that it is a tumor and that it is very painful. He ordered me onto a cane as he has not seen the records of my right shoulder doctor that would disqualify me from using a cane along with the ganglia sist on my left wrist. And he said that the condition that I have can cause my legs to collapse. Neither does he know that I have tendenitis in both arms. He is only my spine and neck doctor. My knee doctor is there in the same hospital though. He said that they need to find out what kind of a tumor it is because it can cause me to be paralyzed or in a wheel chair. I have already been feeling so much pain that I thought I would fall down just from standing up in one place for more than five minutes. So far I have only stumbled. I guess I will have to take better pre-cautions now.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
INTRODUCTION
Hello! My name is Kimi Gerred. God saved me about 20 yrs. ago and I am so happy to finally be living in the light of His truth and His word. He brought me out of a life of darkness and rescued me from so many destructive behaviors. Now, I want to help other people find the way to God's path for their lives too.
I like the verses in Jeremiah 6:16 and in Isaiah 35:8 that talk about the ancient paths and the old ways. The highways where only the righteous can traverse. That is the way that I take now and I know that it leads to great peace.
I know that Jesus and His Holy Bible are the right way and that they can help others recover from PTSD, depression, anxiety and from drug or alcohol abuse when they implement the bible principals of obeying God's word and prayer. I am in a healing stage of my life and I want to help others in my family circle and in my close contacts come out of the darkness just like I have.
I am a published author of "God Keeps His Promises" book of poetry and I ministered to about 75 children in the Tampa Bay area between 2000 and 2006. I am currently writing and supporting our troops with prayers and scriptures. .
I like the verses in Jeremiah 6:16 and in Isaiah 35:8 that talk about the ancient paths and the old ways. The highways where only the righteous can traverse. That is the way that I take now and I know that it leads to great peace.
I know that Jesus and His Holy Bible are the right way and that they can help others recover from PTSD, depression, anxiety and from drug or alcohol abuse when they implement the bible principals of obeying God's word and prayer. I am in a healing stage of my life and I want to help others in my family circle and in my close contacts come out of the darkness just like I have.
I am a published author of "God Keeps His Promises" book of poetry and I ministered to about 75 children in the Tampa Bay area between 2000 and 2006. I am currently writing and supporting our troops with prayers and scriptures. .
Short Biography
God drafted me into the ministry shortly after I fell in love with Jesus back in the late eighties. In early 2000 my spiritual life went to new heights as I got on what I call the "Joshua Journey" as I implement Joshua 1:7 & 8 in my life. That sect of scripture will point the disciple to Exodus 20 which is the ten commands. And now before you know it you are on the highway in Isaiah 35 and the ancient path of Jeremiah 6:16. I minister to the troops from the book of Joshua chapter 1:5 because it is the most dynamic verse for warfare. And I minister that same verse to all the little children that God sends my way. Since 2000 I have ministered to about 100 children that God sent to me by divine appointment. Right now I am taking a healing break while I rest. And I write and sow prayer clothes for many of the troops who are fighting in Iraq and in Afghanistan. I am a newly published author of "GOD KEEPS HIS PROMISES" book of poetry. And I love to reach the unsaved anyway I can for Jesus.
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